Inner turmoil and I know each other very well. To say being gay terrified me is an understatement. I was a good Catholic girl, a quiet girl, I was going to grow up and marry a good man and make my parents and God happy. I also considered being a nun for a while.
I'm still not sure if my turmoil about my sexuality is what led me to become suicidal. It was a combination of a lot of things. I was also (and to an extent still am) an over-eater for the purpose of trying to comfort myself.
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