Friday, December 31, 2010

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

For the number of lows I've had there's a fair few people on this list, close family, friends, people I love. As I've grown up I've added myself and my future kids to that list. What use is the ride if you don't enjoy it :)

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Face the heartbreak of another miscarriage.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

My list of things I want to do in my life is so long and gets new things added to it almost daily. Which I like because the day I find myself with nothing that I want to achieve will be the day I die and even then dying will be my set task :P

A few things I want to do in my life are:

Work with LGBT young people

Have a family

Create a home

Have semi-harmony between my future pack of dogs, cats and children

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Not being strong enough to make the tough decisions.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Running away when I get scared. I haven't forgiven myself, to some degree I doubt I ever will. I suppose this is what you could say I hate about myself. But at the same time I needed to go where I went, I needed to become who I am. Still not happy about the way I did things though.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

I feel a bit like Day 01, I don't really go to extremes with myself.

I love my technology addiction, it amuses me greatly during things like traffic jams and family occasions.

I love my new panda hat but thats not really me, just an expression of my silliness.

I love my feistiness. It can get me into a lot of trouble but I love who/what I love passionately and I'm prepared to fight or just get lippy to protect them.

I love my listening abilities. I love my open-mindedness. I love my beliefs.

I love this chocolate cake ^_^

Friday, December 24, 2010

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

I've started this a few times and I'm finding it hard. Usually I can be so flippant with remarks like I hate my thighs or I hate my big toe but actually writing it in a blog is tough because I don't really hate anything about myself. I have my flaws and I've made my mistakes but right now I love who I am and all my mistakes and bits that I hate and have hated are a part of who I am now.

So there ya go, I'm an optimistic bugger. Get used to it :P